Monday, September 30, 2013

This is the one thing I need to work on is not using too much of anything. It's not good and people think that it is weird. It is also a huge waste of money and it makes other people angry. I must not make people angry although they made me angry which I have no right to even get angry. Whereas, other people are allowed to be angry. They get angry way before I do! I have made people angry for most of my life. I will be better at this. I can't make any promises as I can't make promises that I can not keep.

Another thing is... I should have never bought this book "The Self-Esteem Guided Journal" because when I get to a new chapter, I keep dreaming up new illnesses or some problem that I might have. Which everyone has these situations about self-esteem or whatever from time to time.

So this is my punishment for cutting up over there in the apartment by myself. I get thrown back home and there I will stay until the day I die! I should have been on my very best behavior from the get go over there. There would be no problems right now and I would still be over there. Or maybe not? I think if the apartment thing would never have happened I would have moved back home anyway because granmaw. :( However I still should have been on my very best behavior over in the apartment, so I could get good reviews if I ever do move out, it would be on my application that I was on my best behavior in my first apartment.