No Talking/No writing

I found the reason in my confusing little head of why I never talk. It probably makes perfect sense to my stupid ass. People just do not seem to understand that or they don't even want to try. They think its refusal to speak. It is not refusal to speak. It means that I have trouble speaking or writing in complete sentences so that people can understand what I say. And I whisper so it's really hard them. If other people think its hard to understand me. What do you think its like for me... you don't know!!! People can't understand when I talk or write down on paper. I was never allowed to take a college course at Solano college because 1)they thought it was going to be to hard and 2)I could not drive myself because I can't drive. and 3)I did not know how to take the bus. Now you know....

If people can not understand why all this makes me so agravated, then they can just kiss my ass!

You don't understand this do you? Kiss my ass!

Okay I had to go back and re-type and re-arrange these stupid ass words so that it only makes sense to my ass. That is the sort of thing that makes me angry all the dam time!