thinking.............

Okay. So I can't really put conditioner on my hair and wrap my hair in a towel for 3 to 5 minutes once a week because its not socially acceptable because what happens is people see that and thing "oh she looks goofy with her hair wrapped up in a towel with conditioner on my hair. ohhhh! Alright then... from now on I will do the right thing. I wonder if I can go to the nearest private solon and do this shit with at least once a week I put conditioner on my hair... is that too much to ask!? do I have to ask permission to do anything as long as its socially acceptable behavior... need to learn to act right in front of others before I can act right in front of myself or something like that. Jason tried to help... but to no avail.... I would not do any such thing. but just forget it! I say go with it...if it happens it happens. lets just wait and see if there is a job. if not I will keep taking classes, classes and more classes at bisd continuing education. Right now I am depating on putting jordan's least on her and taking her for a walk...