new journal entry.

Why can't I do something without thinking that I am going to be in trouble over? Like for example: If I were to go ask for a job application or asking for an application for an apartment, or talking to some random person at the grocery store. Why am I always afraid that I will get in trouble? I have never been able to figure that out. If anyone figures that out,--please let me know. Anyway, if I even get approval on anything I get in trouble over it. It has happened in the past. (i think) I know it has happened in the past. It's just that no one remembers things like I do! I do know that I will be in trouble for writing this. I know they are trying to teach me to watch out for other people's feelings.