Dear Journal,

I wonder if its normal to feel they that you do. I know I am not supposed to have stress or anything in my life. I want to know... not that I feel that way. Just want to know who has felt like they wanted to die? I tried to search for it online I can't find answers to what others are probably feeling...or maybe they are not feeling anything like this. :-/ I guess I will just wait patiently for this will be a long journey for me to be ... I don't know.